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~JaguarFlarexox
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A fucked up, depressed, fat, ugly, worthless, pointless little cunt.

:bulletpink:Clan~ ...
:bulletorange:Leader~ ...
:bulletblue:Mate~ ...lol nope
:bulletgreen:Kits~ dreamkit</3, solesky & ruinmask
:bulletpink:Real mother~ Spiderstar(deceased)
:bulletorange:Real father~ Wolfstar(deceased)
:bulletblue:Mother~ Sunnypatch c:
:bulletgreen:Step-father~ Dustypath
:bulletpink:Grandmother~ Mothstar(deceased)
:bulletorange:Siblings~ none :z
:bulletblue:Status~ alive ffs why

If you like paramore, pierce the veil, sleeping with sirens, bring me the horizon, you me at six, my chemical romance or all time low we can b frendz 5eva

"If you were gonna leave this world, how could it be without me?"





I could write a million miles of things about you two, but tbh you know how much I love you and that should be enough. Thankyou for being there beginning to end, or possibly, the end of a beginning? But yep, you were there for me even when I was gone, I'm just pathetic, how dare I be depressed and bring it all down on you, I'm sorry. I love you<3


(Very un updated but cbb to change it)
:empllama:Besstt fraaanndss :333*le shortened*:emplllama:
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Baaaiiiii o.o

...

:dygel: idk.

...

:no:
Interests
I can't stay okay.
I couldn't even if I tried.
I promised you all I'd come back once in a while to visit, and that only.
But as soon as I reactivated my account everybody seems to want me to stay?
If you want me to stay now then why the fuck didn't you want me to stay when I was there before?
It's too late now okay, I have to move on or else I'll just be at square one the rest of my life.
Let me move on, please, if you actually 'care'.
I'm thinking of possibly deactivating again because I might have to, recently I've gotten much worse than usual and the thing is; nobody even knows, nobody. What's even worse is that when I am back here again, I get the constant feeling of guilt for not being there for you all.

And basically:
*I do not enjoy role playing anymore
*I have grown up
*I have found more interests
*I have quite a busy social life now
*I have much more important things to focus on
*I do not want to be involved in all this joining clans stuff when I'm not even staying
*I'm in the middle of my exams at the moment and they are super important
*I'm stressed enough
*I have suicidal friends that I constantly help (one being my boyfriend:c)
*I have not improved in getting better that much at all
*I've already chosen my options and I will be doing them next year
*I have to have even more exams in the up coming year
*I'm too old for this tbh
*Apart from how I feel my life is pretty great right now
And a lot more but I'm not exactly going to go on 5ever

And btw don't get all bitchy and defensive because all of this does not mean that I don't love you all. I just can't be here anymore, okay?

:heart: Oh and it's Jaime Preciado's birthday today and I love him and he is in my fave band (pierce the veil), just wanna thank him and the rest of the band for making me happy when nobody else could c: ily but I love vic more oopS c; :heart:

Yep but love yous, bye for now.
  • Mood: Defeated
  • Listening to: If there's a future we want it no-ow-ow-ow-ow

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:iconsorrow881:
You're back ;w;?
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~JaguarFlarexox May 5, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
Idk:c
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:iconsorrow881:
<subPlease? </3
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:iconsorrow881:
Please...</3
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:iconxxmoonblossomrcxx:
Omg your webcam LOL
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=Blackclawxx Mar 25, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
WAIT AT THE BOTTOM I MEANT TO DO

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=Blackclawxx Mar 25, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
hey.

hey you.

you.

yeah

you.

im talking to you.

ok hi

ily

i miss u

And i really just wanted to make sure your ok. I know we haven't talked in months but datt dont mean you aint still mah sister from another mister ;_;<3.

:iconlickplz:~JaguarFlarexox
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*xXDisappearingOfACXx Mar 24, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
Hi Jaggy.<3~
It's Dreamfang. c:
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~eagletalon56 Mar 11, 2013  Student Digital Artist
[link] Please?
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~PrueForever Mar 9, 2013  New member
Herro

I is Hazelfrost.
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~JaguarFlarexox Mar 10, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
Herro hazy gurl
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~eagletalon56 Mar 8, 2013  Student Digital Artist
[link] join? please?
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*BrokensoulXxX Feb 21, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Hey, Jaguar.. I know you're upset, and I guess you haven't been on in a few, I don't know if you've quit or not.. but I was listening to The Last Night and thought of you. You doing okay..?
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~JaguarFlarexox Feb 24, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
Hiya, erm I don't know if I'm quitting or not yet but I'm gonna be honest: I have no motivation for this anymore, you might have already noticed as I haven't been on for 2 days to actually see this. And if I have been on I have only been on for like a quick check and then back off so ye.. And btw I still love that song unreal amounts, most played song in my music library:') and it always reminds me of you as well, so just know this, if I ever do actually leave fully I will never ever EVER forget you. I would do anything to know you in real life because I know you're an amazing person. This is quite long already but I guess it makes up for the time I have missed with you, and I'm still not finished omfgggg. Another honesty moment, I would say that I'm doing ok but I guess I'm really not.. My depression is back again and everything feels 245562465624566243 times harder. I wish I could say that I was ok, and I usually do lie about this (and I probably should of to make you feel better o.o) but I've came to the point when I am far far over 'the line of ok'. But anyways, you?:') ily:(
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*BrokensoulXxX Feb 24, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Yeah, I understand.. Or, rather, as much as I can. I don't know, I honestly hate my life right now.. My parents almost—and may still—make me quit Toontown, as we were yelling at each other; what is it now, twenty minutes ago? Eh, fuck them. I guess I should be honest, too.. That message made me cry. But.. I enjoyed it. Jagger, I know just from talking with you over the past few months that you're an amazing person, and I never want to see you upset. Though I don't think there's much I can do about it, all I can say is how much you've meant to be from the beginning of our friendship.. Ily, Too. <3
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~JaguarFlarexox Feb 24, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
Aw please don't cry, I'm really not worth that. I know we've had difficulties with being far apart and having different times but it just shows how strong our friendship actually is. From the first time I met you, to the time we went to the tracks together I remember everything we did, I remember all our jokes, our battles with other people, our crazily dramatic warrior lives and so on. And we are still friends today, I've known you for almost a year and I don't regret a thing:'). On numerous occasions I got grounded just trying to get on and see you. You're extremely important to me brokenly and what you just wrote to me was the sweetest thing omfg. I hope you're ok<3
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~WonderHeartMedCat Feb 3, 2013  Student Digital Artist
Hi!!! You are one lucky cat!!! I am making a story! And I want your OC to be in it!!! I may need details so... can you describe your OC or OCS you want used? Also if you want to describe how long you want them and what you want them doing in the story, please note me. Title the note STORY And you can describe you're OC or OCS to me if you want them in. If not just say no thanks! ( This will be used as a chainmail type thing, bc I'm too lazy to make stuff up as I go to each watcher or watchY. )

What I need for the story
Name(s)
What they look like
Clan(s)
Kits or family ( If wanted )
And if you want to be in a part YOU help me make!

~Thanks for you're time ~ Wonderheart ~
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*BrokensoulXxX Jan 26, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Hey, you're feature on my page.. check it out? <3
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~JaguarFlarexox Feb 24, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
<3
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